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"The Weird Girl" -
Fear
How long will you wait?
Delicate touch and a beating heart
It scares me
Affection my skin is not used to
Scars that run deep are exposed everytime you undress me
Peeling back my flesh, unravelling layers I’ve tried to hide for so long
You scare me
Patience and wisdom unlike any other
To unlock my mind is a gift and somehow you’ve got it down to a science
My latent addiction
But the fumes are all organic
Pink and purple plumes of smoke rise to the ceiling when I exhale
The aroma thick in the air
I dare say what it is because I know the smell all to well
And it scares me
Maybe our paths will intertwine again
And our old memories will form tree branches that reach for each other,
And our small streams will grow and flow into the same sea
But for now,
We have parted.
"Tell me the story of how the sun loved the moon so much he would die every night to let her breathe"-
Day 358
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how to survive sunday nights
I know Sunday nights can be a trying time. Here are some songs I use to get through them.
Guns For Hands - Twenty One Pilots
Don’t Think About Tomorrow - Lophee
Some videos I use to make it through:
Taking On Anxiety feat. Lilly Singh
Tyler Joseph singing songs off of the older albums + a story
You’re Beautiful - Tyler Joseph cover
There’s a Point - Tyler Joseph speech
Truce at the Basement release show
Tyler n Josh at a beach in michigan
Things to Remember on a Sunday Night:
- This Horrible Thing that you are thinking about won’t be so horrible in the morning.
- You are loved and vital and appreciated.
- Don’t listen to the nasty lies your mind makes up about your body and soul. You are beautiful.
- It’s okay to be sad. The sadness is not permanent.
There are other people going through the same thing. You are not alone.
Stay alive I-/
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Skam Finale Rant
So somehow I ended up writing an essay about the Jonas/Eva/Chris triangle. Wish I put this much effort into other areas of my life…
I really do not understand how people could be so upset at Jonas and Eva getting back together yet want Chris and Eva together. Did people understand season 1? Season 1 was not about Jonas treating Eva badly. Sure, he was not the perfect boyfriend (and Eva’s insecurities made her far from the perfect girlfriend). He did lie about smoking weed with his friends but their relationship was not toxic. Eva felt insecure because of her OWN actions, not because of how Jonas treated her. She betrayed her best friend and lost her group of friends in the process. She felt guilty and terrible about what she did so she clung to the person she had left (Jonas) and became dependent on him. They had problems because Jonas had his own group of friends (which is healthy) and Eva did not. The season was Eva’s journey towards owning up to what she did (apologizing to Ingrid) and realizing that she needed to become her own person, which required taking a step back from her relationship and finding her own group of friends. Eva’s season is my favorite because it showed how a flawed person could become more than his/her mistakes and move past them.
“Saying goodbye doesn’t mean anything. It’s the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it.”
EVA & CHRIS
But guys, THIS CLIP SHOWED US THAT EVA WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG. P.Chris was a fuckboy all along. The second he saw another girl, he ditched Eva. William wrote to P.Chris that if he was in love he would KNOW, and that was exactly what happened, just not with Eva. It was with Emma. That just shows the development of his character.
Eva and Jonas have always had feelings for eachother. That´s why we always saw Eva at parties in the last 3 seasons, trying to hook up with other guys, to try and get over Jonas. AND Jonas never really hooked up with other girls, nor did we even see him interact with other girls until we saw him with Emma.